My fear

As of late I have been avoiding working on my comic. Fear of doing something that will progress me towards goals in life. never a good thing. I did get to help a friend this week so that was good. I enjoy seeing people happy. I hope that you all have a good night. Back to fear. Fear for an artist can be overwhelming. I struggled with this even in art school. IT is mostly old tapes running around my head from the ex. Thank goodness Steven is so different and that helps. I am so very grateful for that. He helps me with everything even the comic.. My life dream. Which in ,this day and age is easier to accomplish with sights like Amazon and blogger. Where you can publish your ideas or works. And Perhaps even make a few bucks. But it is late so I am off to bed good night all.

My thoughts

Puzzled by my lack of wanting to work on my comic. So I am going to write and see how I feel. I have been emotional lately and feeling out of sorts. Picking up the pencil shouldn't be an issue. But today it is. Fear is ruling my thoughts.

Some moments are better than others, this is okay. Moments come and go I have creative thoughts in my head. It is just getting them down on paper. I know I can do it. IT is going to take time. Well that is all for now.