Happy Yule "Hedwig"

Soul

Her beautiful soul was ravished
The time and turmoil had broken that beautiful soul
Away and alive to say the least
Her heart never gave to the lost
Lost forever to the tormentor of the damned
For now only now has her Beauty sought
Thus more of the rising of the moon the light had shown
For now it is time
Beauty remains
The day is never the same
Forever the moments will be here
For love and fear
The Tormentor is all that remains here my dear

Dancing Dreaming

The Dawn is here
The Sun has whimsy
Orange lights dancing
Lovely sights
Beautiful lights
Night is Gone
Day is here
Sunlight Dancings
Clouds Form Daylight fades
Night has come
Purple Green Remains
Beautiful Light
Lovely Sight
Hear comes the Night...

Never give up on your dreams

The Magic Book So to Speak

 I started reading A book in The Secret series called The Magic.
Below are a few photo shots of exercises in the book.

The book is by Rhonda Byrne! Amazing book... I loved The Secret and the Law of Attraction. This goes deeper into The lesson of you are what you think. We are shaped by things that happen to us in life. 

I have had many life lessons about this very thing. It takes time to learn this. For some it is easy some it is harder. And this is okay. I actually, like the way this book takes a look at life and things around your environment.

I have a book daily you add to a list of things you are grateful for. Also Printed ,out photos of people: I care for.  Look at the photos remembering how grateful I am to have them in my life...

It takes you through 27 days of changing how you think. The mind becomes trained to feel harsh and unforgiving.. We are shaped by things that happen to us.

I am very hard on myself for no reasons at times.

But Through this I learn to understand who I am. We all go through hard times. Some more than other, 

Soon Steven and I will be moving to Colorado... This is very exciting... Well that is all for now. I will keep you posted..

Sorrow

Sorrow comes in many forms
A broken heart can heal
A mind fallen can return
Clipped Wings Fly free
Sorrow can be fleeting
Moments of tear drops Glistening in the sun
Now the moon light keeps them
Sorrow comes in many forms
But every moment
Every Breath
Is a Moment for Sorrow
To return And Be replaced with the euphoria of Love

Hi

I just wanted to take a moment to say hello. I want to thank all of you for reading my comic! It means the world to me. With out you there is not Oracle of The Dragonfly. I am working on a new post soon it will be up. I know it has been since dec... of last year since I made a new episode. I have been really struggling with self esteem and getting it done. I have a lot of support and that helps. I am getting very good ideas going and I promise soon it will be up. Thank you for all of your Support you guys rock!

Company of Reichwald Phase one Edit

My fear

As of late I have been avoiding working on my comic. Fear of doing something that will progress me towards goals in life. never a good thing. I did get to help a friend this week so that was good. I enjoy seeing people happy. I hope that you all have a good night. Back to fear. Fear for an artist can be overwhelming. I struggled with this even in art school. IT is mostly old tapes running around my head from the ex. Thank goodness Steven is so different and that helps. I am so very grateful for that. He helps me with everything even the comic.. My life dream. Which in ,this day and age is easier to accomplish with sights like Amazon and blogger. Where you can publish your ideas or works. And Perhaps even make a few bucks. But it is late so I am off to bed good night all.

My thoughts

Puzzled by my lack of wanting to work on my comic. So I am going to write and see how I feel. I have been emotional lately and feeling out of sorts. Picking up the pencil shouldn't be an issue. But today it is. Fear is ruling my thoughts.

Some moments are better than others, this is okay. Moments come and go I have creative thoughts in my head. It is just getting them down on paper. I know I can do it. IT is going to take time. Well that is all for now.